7:00 I had a choice on friday, get drunk at a party with people who probably wont remember my name the next day or do shrooms with one of my good friends and trip for a whole night. It was a hard decision one that would change my life. Its a hard concept to grasp about changing the course of your life, but yeah i have to say it did. Many people told me before I went to my friend ___'s house. they told me it would be scary, horrible, intense and bad. And i just intended to go say and not do anything. But when i got there we chewed on these magical mushrooms. The next 3 hours were pure bliss. I only took 16th, half of the regular dose, which was good because i dont want to be permanently stoned.
7:30 chewing, nasty and earthy taste, washed it down with water. we sat in silence for acouple of min, than went inside. he showed me his light machine. it projected lazers that moved in certain fashions. I wasnt feeling anything, but the lights were amazing. took some oranges they say those help. he had thai mats and we just laid down and looked at the ceiling for a very long time.
8:15 The green lazers started to shift, and attain other colors. ____ had a dog named Lucy, a big German Shepard. She was very nice. however, when the effects started to swirl at the back of my head, the shadows made her seem like a wolf. I didnt mind her but the sky just swirled. The darkness was horrible. I heard rats outside (there actually were) and then i suggested to ____ that we go skating. and so we grabbed our boards and took off into the night
8:45 While skating, the ground became apart of my spirit. it was like the world was in a constant state of beauty. every thing, everything was good. At that one point of cruzing i truly felt that life was good and that everything was going to be ok. we skated to the top of a garage and sat on our boards looking at the sky, swirling in and out. The darkness looked like a calm sea.
9:30 me and ____ split up. unfortunately i decided to be an idiot. i tried drinking alittle bit in the dorm. The people just made me feel weird. i wasnt scared of any of them. They just told me that i should leave because i was on shrooms. I left, called ____ and we skated back to his place. Fortunately there was acouple of people there. just hanging back smoking weed and drinking, you know a kick back.
11:00 We have a good night. the effects are wearing off, but the feeling of intense happiness is still there. on my way back to ______, i thought of many things, and especially about the feelings
I concluded that feelings such as the one i had on shrooms, are just accentuated
feelings of our own reality. We feel happiness, sadness, fear, love everyday... drugs just
accentuate the feelings. But why do we need that? My life is good, very good. By the end of the night i was convinced that any kind of drug is not needed. The best type of life is the truest one.
No matter how many drugs we take, we cannot escape the greatness of reality. doing activities such as
Skating
Eating
Talking
Loving
Chilling
Working
Hurting
Living
And thats pretty much it
